Friendships

*Sniffle* *Sniffle* *Tears* *Wailing screams* WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

*throwing objects* *shattering windows* *Stopping to be distracted by a bird* *emotional breakdown* *Listening to tailor swift music when she was actually good* *watching disney movies, again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again*  *numb silence*.................................... *Just remembering*....................................

Insecurities

        .............................................. yup....... thats me.................................................

Food......

So most of you are probably wondering the about the name of my blog. It's not that inspired. I chose the name simply because I love the memories of picking gross apples out of orchard fields with spiders EVERYWHERE!!!! Or picking apricots literally off of the apricot tree.

yup..... That was my childhood. (To be totally honest, it was pretty fantabulous)

That wasn't my actual post..... I mean... I meant it, but that isn't what I was trying to get across..... Lately I've been able to have the opportunity to be in a play of a friend of ours named Shawn Cannon.  (that's her maiden name, but that is the name of the theatre so.... yeah,) It's pretty cool. I'm the prince's cousin, and I get to wear the absolutely most cool outfits every, and my fair is absolutely INSANE!!!!! 

So.... I would like to thank Shawn for giving me this opportunity, but I would also like to take this moment to thank metabolism....  Metabolism? Thank you for always being there for me. Especially in a time of crisis, when I solve all my problems with eating like a mad man.

Every day Metabolism.... Every day. :)

FOR THE LOVE OF ICE CREAM!!!!

......................................... I had six ice cream sandwiches yesterday.................. They were fantastic...........

Movies these days...

So I watched the theory of everything two days ago with my familia, and it was REALLY SAD! It was a great documentary on someones life, but the relationship between him and his wife, and just all the sorrow they had to go through its just..... UGH! So hard. Here.... Just looking at his face

I mean... Just look at that face!!! How could anyone look at that, and instantly think of every painful thing he is going to have to go through. *shaking head.* I just cannot believe movies, and tv shows these days. It was almost as bad as saving Mr. Banks.

I just.... I just can't! *SOBBING* WHY!????!!!!! WHY!!!?!?? WHY!? ARE THEY SO GOOD BUT SO SAD!!!!!!?????

On top of all of this I have talking with my fiends form Utah, and I cannot wait to visit this year. LOVING ALL OF YOU RIGHT NOW!!!!!! :)