Disney

IM GOING TO DISNEY NEXT WEEK!!!!!! I AM SOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!

Lost

Do you ever get that moment in life where nothing makes sense? Where right and wrong seemed to be so entwined that, sometimes you just can't tell which from which?

As of late, that's what life consists of for me. My life is passing by in a blur. Decisions, thoughts, and feelings seem insignificant. I try to get past each day, and do my best to stay out of trouble, but I always feel as if I'll never amount to what everyone expects from me.

I guess the only thing TO do is to stay positive, and trust that somehow I will found out how I influence people here, and what my divine purpose for being here is.

I guess at this moment, I should thank everyone who has supported me. But, to be honest, I think the people who most deserve this shoutout, are the people here in Mass. who listen to me, and my complaints day after day. I know that I can be extremely irritating, and tend to seem like I don't care, but making the most of living here is what I'm striving for.

So, I hope I haven't offended anyone for living :) .

Friendships

*Sniffle* *Sniffle* *Tears* *Wailing screams* WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

*throwing objects* *shattering windows* *Stopping to be distracted by a bird* *emotional breakdown* *Listening to tailor swift music when she was actually good* *watching disney movies, again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again*  *numb silence*.................................... *Just remembering*....................................

Insecurities

        .............................................. yup....... thats me.................................................

Food......

So most of you are probably wondering the about the name of my blog. It's not that inspired. I chose the name simply because I love the memories of picking gross apples out of orchard fields with spiders EVERYWHERE!!!! Or picking apricots literally off of the apricot tree.

yup..... That was my childhood. (To be totally honest, it was pretty fantabulous)

That wasn't my actual post..... I mean... I meant it, but that isn't what I was trying to get across..... Lately I've been able to have the opportunity to be in a play of a friend of ours named Shawn Cannon.  (that's her maiden name, but that is the name of the theatre so.... yeah,) It's pretty cool. I'm the prince's cousin, and I get to wear the absolutely most cool outfits every, and my fair is absolutely INSANE!!!!! 

So.... I would like to thank Shawn for giving me this opportunity, but I would also like to take this moment to thank metabolism....  Metabolism? Thank you for always being there for me. Especially in a time of crisis, when I solve all my problems with eating like a mad man.

Every day Metabolism.... Every day. :)

FOR THE LOVE OF ICE CREAM!!!!

......................................... I had six ice cream sandwiches yesterday.................. They were fantastic...........